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You never called back
I know I’m disposable to you
I was taught that I was unworthy
And you had no time for me
But I’m so glad to wake up and see
That perhaps your disposable to me
…I think I might be losing it…
I wrote you back
Told you thank you for rejecting me
I appreciate that you’ve remembered I existed
I think at some point I stopped being so angry at this pattern.
It happens for a reason.
Or am I numb?
I look upon this upcoming season
Gifts and gifts required and more
Many asked me what is in store
Did I find what I was looking for?
No, that door was closed
Yes, I found something I needed
Something needs to change
Transformed me
God did
He had all I need
As crazy as it seems
I’ve gone mad
absolutely bonkers
But I love it.
You vanished
They stayed and told me that they chose someone else
They sent some love my way
I sent it back
I’ve asked if it’s in God’s will
I guess this is His no
I’ve gone mad
absolutely bonkers
But I love it.
I’m choosing not to worry
Because
I’ve gone mad
complete insane
But I love it.
Kou T. Nyan 